So much to do

Its a beautiful, albeit cold, day today (-15f this morning). There is a lot going on lately so lets get to those updates.

Alienware Alpha:

I recently picked up the Alienware Alpha. You might remember it as  Alienware’s Steam machine from CES 2014. These are small form factor PCs that are made to be connected to your TV like a  regular old console. Well since Valve is still screwing around with its OS and controller, Alienware jumped the gun and released its hardware without Steam OS. The unit now comes with windows 8.1, along with a custom, controller friendly UI that basically takes you right into Steam’s “Big Picture Mode”. The package also includes a wireless XBOX 360 controller and USB dongle.

Ever since the announcement of the many Steam machines, there have been a lot of questions about who this PC/console hybrid’s target audience is. Let me tell you, the audience is me. And people like me. I like to try all of the games. Well most of them anyways, and that can get expensive. With the limited time I have with being a dad, husband, employee and student, I will usually only stick with a game if it really grabs me right away. With Steam’s massive catalog and weekly sales, you can get many games, very cheap. Last year I bought The Witcher 2 for $3. You cant beat that.

I bought the base model, which is $500, and while the specs on it may not blow anyone’s mind, it can handily keep up with the PS4 and Xbone. Not only that, but you can easily upgrade all the components with the only slightly painful exception being the custom GeForce GPU. That being said, at this time it is perfect for what I want it for: A plethora of indie and early access titles and basically all the pc games you can’t get outside of that ecosystem. And it works like a charm. If I can spend a few bucks a week on a game that holds my attention for a weekend, it’s a few bucks well spent. Especially for someone like me who like to check out all the latest and greatest, but can only commit to one or two at a time.

“new” Nintendo 3Ds:

So I’m just going to throw this out there. The 3Ds is my favorite current console. I have sunk more hours into more games on that little thing than probably all of my other systems combined. Handheld consoles are an essential tool in any gaming parents arsenal. Usually on weekends or evenings there are times when my kids want to watch whatever dumb show it is they watch, and I’m stuck there with nothing to do (To be fair, my kids do happen to watch some pretty great things most of the time, but there are a few stinkers in there). But with a handheld system, I can turn it on and I’m right where I left off. The pick up and play aspect of a handheld device is perfect for my lifestyle. 15 minutes to spare equals 15 minutes of hunting monsters.

So obviously I bought myself the new 3Ds. The added analog nub and improved 3D are enough of a reason for me, but its also faster with a better processor and there will eventually be games that can only run on the new system. I’m sure that will not confuse anyone :). So, I’ve been starting to dig into Monster Hunter 4 Ultimate and my nephew will be picking up his copy today, so I see some co-op monster slaying in the future.

So. Many. Games.

Seriously. There are so many games either out, or coming out, that I don’t know what to do with myself. It’s times like these that cause reality to set in that I will never play some of the games  I want to.

Final Thoughts:

I don’t know about you, but a 5-6 hour game is super appealing to me if its a good 5-6 hours. The Order 1886 is still intriguing to me regardless of the mixed reviews. Its a game I would love to sit with my kids and play, but alas, it is very gory by all accounts, so I guess I will be skipping that one for now.

Anyways. Enjoy your weekend. Hopefully it’s fun and full of doing what you love to do.

What I’m Playing

You guys, the struggle really is real. My 3DS was sitting there begging me to finish mapping out this dungeon (Persona Q), but instead I spent an hour playing with kinetic sand with my daughter. It was time well spent.

For starters I am playing Persona Q: Shadow of the Labyrinth for the Nintendo 3DS. I just want to stress something before I get into talking about this game. As a parent, handhelds are a Godsend. My PS4 is basically a very expensive Roku box spouting a never-ending stream of Team Umizoomi and My Little Pony among other things. So having something I can just turn on and play for a few minutes, right where I left off, is maybe the greatest gift ever given to a parent gamer. SO please support the 3DS and the Vita, so they continue to make handhelds.

Anyways.. Persona Q.

I am a big Atlus fan and 2 of my favorite franchises are the Persona and Etrian Odyssey series. Persona Q is a mash-up of the two games. It’s basically Etrian Odyssey with the Characters from Persona 3 and 4. Persona Q is a first person dungeon crawler, and like the Etrian Odyssey games, you actually have to draw out the map on the lower screen as you progress. It’s very important to make sure you are accurately marking out paths, doors and secret passageways, because if you don’t, it could make that dungeon, or in this case, labyrinth very difficult to complete.

“That sounds like total garbage!” you might be saying. “Why in the hell would I want to stop what I’m doing every few seconds and draw maps?? I have no interest in cartography!”.

Maybe you’re right. Why the hell would you want to draw maps when you could be shooting guys in the face? Well, because it’s a lot more fun than it sounds. Drawing out that map happens to be very satisfying. It lends the game a true feeling of exploration and progress that you just don’t get from other games. It’s a difficult game as well, so progress is made in small amounts. This is especially true in the beginning as your party can be wiped out pretty easily. Being able to see that progress and be so intimately involved in the visual aspect of it, just gives it that much more weight. It really scratches an itch for the completionist types. Not only that, but there are rewards for exploring every  inch of each floor of the labyrinth. Once a floor has been completed, there is a treasure box that contains an item that can help you on your journey.

Battles are played out in a traditional jrpg turn based style. Like the Persona series, the enemies have weaknesses you must figure out and exploit. Unlike those games, hitting an enemy’s weakness doesn’t provide the character with another turn, but gives the character a “boost”, where on the next turn, that characters action wont use any sp (magic/skill points) or hp (hit points). This lends a bit of strategy to the combat. Enemy encounters are semi-random. There’s a gauge that changes color as you move through the labyrinth. Once it turns red an encounter is imminent. There are also visible enemies called FOEs.  These enemies are usually too strong for the player to face in their current labyrinth. FOEs provide a puzzle element to exploration as players will usually have to figure out a way to get around them.

Character skill progression is handled through buying or finding armor and weapons as well as,  stat upgrades via leveling. From there, typical to the Persona series, characters can bring “Personas” into battles with them. Personas are demons that are controlled by each character in battle and have their own stats and leveling mechanics. These are the devices through which each character can use magic and other physical attacks. Each character has a main persona as well as an equipable “sub” persona. These sub personas can be changed out for new personas as well as “fused” with others to create even more powerful and customizable personas.

The cast of playable characters is large. Like I said before, it’s the cast of both Persona 3 and 4. While this is pretty great, it causes me some issues. If I had all the time in the world (I don’t), I would be swapping out characters left and right and building them all up to lean, mean fighting machines. I really do love most of the characters from each series and there really isn’t a wrong way to set up a party. This is because the sub personas can provide any member of your team the necessary skills to succeed. That being said, to use all the characters would take an immense amount of time. I haven’t had to do any unnecessary grinding yet, but I only barely beat the first boss. I was victorious by throwing all I had left at her in a last-ditch effort. If she had one more turn, she would have wiped me out.  So I have to choose 5 characters and stick with them. Actually 4, because in the beginning you choose to play as either games main protagonist and they cannot be removed from the party. If I would have tried using all the characters, I wouldn’t have had anyone that was strong enough to win that fight. So far I chose to play as Persona 3’s protagonist and thus, in the first labyrinth have only had the characters from 3 available. I have been using Akihiko, Mitsuru, Aigis, and the new character that shows up in the beginning of this game. However now it seems I will have access to all of Persona 4’s characters as well. It’s a bit much. One good thing: no matter who you use in your party, the other characters show up in vignettes and cut scenes as though they are exploring with you. It might even show them walking through a door you just opened, spouting a line of dialog.

I have only put 10 hours into it so far. I just completed the first labyrinth and there are supposedly 3 more to go. I have never finished an Etrian Odyssey game, not for lack of quality, but because they are immense. I easily have over 100 hours into Etrian Odyssey 3, and at least 50 into 4. I got my fill of those games. I’m 10 hours into Persona Q and haven’t felt the urge to slow down, so who knows, if it’s a 40 hour game, I would gladly see it through. That’s glowing praise from this time strapped gaming dad.

As a side note, I also wanted to talk about Zelda, a Link Between Worlds, but I have gotten a little long-winded. Another time, another post.

The Struggle is Real

Hello Everyone!

My name is Jeff Vandenbossche and I would like to welcome you to ControllerStruggle. I have been playing games for as long as I can remember. Some of my fondest childhood memories are of being at my Grandma’s house and spending the whole time in my Uncle Terry’s room playing “The Empire Strikes Back” on his Atari 2600. Or, how about sitting on the floor of my living room listening to Paula Abdul’s “Straight up” and playing Super Mario Bros. 2. I didn’t even know being a gamer was a thing. I just knew that I loved to play games and I still do.

Now I am in my mid 30’s  I have a wife, three kids, two dogs, a job and I’m pursuing a degree.  Let me preface this by saying that spending time with my family is something I want to do. I don’t see it as something I have to do. That being said, there are other activities and hobbies that I have and balancing those things can be very difficult. Sometimes I wish I didn’t have other hobbies, because when I’m doing the things I have to do, such as homework, I can feel those things pulling at me and it can be frustrating. I mean, Fry Cry 4 has just finished downloading and I still have 2000 words to write on some stupid paper and the freaking dog is scratching at the door to go out for the 20th time.

So, with all of that going on, I have decided I am going to start writing. I still love to play games, it’s just that the way I play them and when I play them has changed. I love to talk about games, but as some of you may know, when you’re at this stage in your life, maintaining and making friendships is hard work. I’m hoping that this will be a way for me to reach out to like-minded people and give me an avenue to discuss some of the things that make me happy.

The purpose ControllerStruggle is to talk about the games I am playing, share my thoughts on gaming news as it breaks, and discuss with others what its like being a gamer and an adult. Readers can also expect original video content such as weekly children’s game/app reviews with one or more of my kids. There may even be some non-gaming related items in regards to music, TV and movies.

Enjoy!